2/6: Your Words
1:00pm "Good Morning. What are you doing today?" 1:35pm "Popeyes tonight?" 2:01pm "Hello, how is your day? Productive so far?"
3:04pm "I tried to say i don't love you last night, but I couldn't."
3:05pm "Sorry for being selfish."
3:20pm "I am only here for you. You are the reason I am. You are all my reasons."
4:06pm "I found my new favourite drink, Masala Chai Tea."
5:52pm "I want to see you." "So do I."
6:57pm "Do you remember how you kissed me ?" 7:49pm 'I said,"Don't ever leave me"'
8:59pm "I've been waiting for you all day."
9:36pm "Drive safe. Call me when you get home."
9:56pm "Wanna know a secret?" "well if you care to share." "I want you in my arms right now." "Is that really a secret though?" "It is... I fucking miss you." 10:02pm "I gave up on the assignment. Going to sleep now."
10:43pm "My head keeps telling me that I am wasting my time. But nothing will waiver how I feel about you, and what you mean to me." 11:01pm "Bb I miss you too much to text you right now"
12:17am "Please don't reply/call. I miss you beside me. I don't want to miss you more. It hurts. I can't sleep."
1:30am "Hmm I'm tired, but i want to talk to you..."
2:00am "I don't stay up late for no reason." 3:30am "Sorry for being stupid tonight. I was scared that you didn't love me. I was scared to find out, to talk to you." 4:32am "Why can't you be here now?" 5:23am "Bb good morning! here is a big kiss on your cheek before I leave for work." <3 6:59am "Why are you getting cranky?" *Grab and hugs* 7:05am "Wake up! Why you sleep? I miss you, come cuddle!" 8:51am "Morning. I had insomnia last night" :( 9:17am "Rude! No Kiss?" 10:33am "We are gonna have to work at it everyday, and I am willing to do that."
10:16am "Have you missed me?" "I told you. Everywhere I go, no matter where it is, there is a snapshot of memory attached to them." 10:20am "I will love you even if you turn into a whale bb." 11:19am "I hope you read this in the morning! I miss you so much. Just sitting here on my bed being so far from you is painful." 11:00am "I want to create new memories with you. I want to have things that only me and you share." 11:37am "I want you to stay, stay with me." 11:57am "Baby thanks for being in my life." 12:13pm "Yes, always" 12:15pm "When I am there we can have no pants Sunday."
12:25pm "And I you." 12:39pm "Bye"
Modern day love letters from him to I.
good night kisses.
Beauty & Closure is a 6 part photo series, a collaboration with photographer Andrew K & I on a chapter of my life. From sharing this series, it is my hope that in every relationship that you choose to be in, is in, or decide to step out of... that you are able to find more beauty; in who you are, with what has occurred and see it as a blessing. I wish that in closure you are able to make peace with your past and be friend it in a way that serves you, allowing you the chance to only love yourself more because you choose to love.